Beautiful Heartbreak

So this song has kinda been my theme song for the last 6 months or so...My mom had actually heard it first and told me about it. I was struggling and very un-understanding of what I am going through and why. I started the song on my computer and instantly started sobbing. Yet again it was another tender mercy in the midst of adversity. I have truly had those feelings of this trial coming into my life and it feels so huge and overwhelming that I search for any possible way to do without it or get around it. But when all is said and done I do begin to climb; taking it day by day. Never in these last 6 months have a been alone, not even when I feel no one understands. I have been lifted and carried when I have been too weak to do it anymore. I can only hope to view my trials as a beautiful heartbreak, and truly see the view that my sweet Father in Heaven is allowing me to see.

I had it all mapped out in front of me,
Knew just where I wanted to go;
But life decided to change my plans,
And I found a mountain in the middle of my road.

I knew there was no way over it,
So I searched for a way around;
Brokenhearted I started climbin',
And at the top I found...

Every fear, every doubt,
All the pain I went through;
Was the price that I paid to see this view;
And now that I'm here I would never trade...

The grace that I feel,
And the faith that I find;
Through the bitter-sweet tears,
And the sleepless nights;

I used to pray he'd take it all away,
But instead it became a beautiful heartbreak.
I never dreamed my heart would make it,
I thought about turning around;
But heaven has shown me miracles,
I never would have seen from the ground.

Now I take the rain with the sunshine,
Cause there's one thing that I know;
He picks up the pieces,
Along each broken road.

Every fear, every doubt,
All the pain I went through;
Was the price that I paid to see this view;
And now that I'm here I would never trade...

The grace that I feel,
And the faith that I find;
Through the bitter-sweet tears,
And the sleepless nights.

I used to pray he'd take it all away,
But instead it became a beautiful heartbreak.

I would never trade...

The grace that I feel,
And the faith that I find;
Through the bitter-sweet tears,
And the sleepless nights.

I used to pray he'd take it all away,
But instead it became a beautiful heartbreak.